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♥ *BaBy* ♥
her unique identity .
*21, but dun look like*
*Attached to Gerald Ooi on 130709*
*can be EMO sometime*
*kinda FRIENDLY at times*
*currently a STUDENT NURSE*
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♥ *Her_Time* ♥
it's her time.
♥ *Her_Loves* ♥
it's just her.
*Love_to_Study*
*Love_to_Go_Out*
*Love_to_Lead*
*Love_to_Blog*
*Love_to_be_Online*
*Love_to_be_Alone*
♥ *Her_Hates* ♥
give her a break.
*talks_wif_no_brain*
*acts_wif_no_brain*
*dun_make_sense*
*waste_her_hp_batt*
*dunoe_where_to_be*
*keeps_on_talking*
♥ *Her_Ppl* ♥
she can't live without it.
*Gerald*
*Selina*
*Serena*
*Eunice*
*Mp3*(lost)
*Laptop*
*Studies*
*Singing*
♥ *Her_Wishes* ♥
she wish & wishes.
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Be_smarter
Cap
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Contact_Lense
Sun_Block
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♥ *Up_Coming_Events* ♥
cant be forgotten.
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♥ *Her_Past* ♥
her precious memories.
the past (:
♥ *Her_Links* ♥
friends forever.
EXITS (:
♥ *Her_Chats* ♥
say all you want ((:
♥ *Her_Music* ♥
listen all you wan
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i'd like to thanks
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Saturday, May 31, 2008 ♥
this is wat i just found out...from e series call "xxxholick"...i find it qiute make senses...
{You don’t belong only to yourself, you know? There isn’t anything in this world that belongs to only yourself. Everyone has connections to someone else and shares something with them through these. That is why you can never be free. That is also why it is amusing, sad, and dear.}
i dunoe abt u all la...but...hope u all understand wat its saying...^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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i just came back wif terence...we went to vivo city to watch speed racer..OMG...tt was a very gd show...u guys shd go try watching it...REALLY!!! then after tt...we went to bugis...shopping for shoes...then i saw this high heeds shoes...nice??? hahah...very TALLLL right??? hehe^^
he brought for mi...XXX...haha...then he oso brought himself a cap...brown de...i choosed for him de...dunoe if he really like it anot...
tml i gg to my uncle's house...they say they gg to make dumping...[dunoe how to spell]...they i just go there bcos of my cousio...miss him..haha...
he brought for mi...XXX...haha...then he oso brought himself a cap...brown de...i choosed for him de...dunoe if he really like it anot...
tml i gg to my uncle's house...they say they gg to make dumping...[dunoe how to spell]...they i just go there bcos of my cousio...miss him..haha...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥
hihi^^ i just add another new song...so pls listen to it^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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now outside dark dark de...gg to rain soon...today i little blur...nearly lost my hp and my learning guide book..haha...stupid right??? i fell aslp when i was at e labou...then after awhile...i was trying to feel my pocket...oh shit...WHERE IS MY HP...haha...then i recalling back...half wan thought...i was thinking tt actually no one will wan to take my hp de loh...cos is like SOOO OLD....haha..then suddenly...i tot of my mummy...then i said...i better find better...haha...or else later i'll get it fr her...i'll DIE even faster...
then u noe where i found it...INSIDE MY BAG...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...well...then nvm...suddenly my learning giude just POP into my mind...shit...then where is my book??? then i just continue my seach...hahah...i went down again...to labour ward...i was like looking for everywhere...i even asked my staffs...but no used...
then serena was like asking mi...did u called the lecturer? cos she just collected our books ma...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....then i called her...WTF...my book is with her loh...GRRRR...really wan to kill myself...
i think i dun hv enough rest...sian...i wan to slp loh...but i wan to do other stuff ma...haha..like watching my DVD...hehe...!!!!
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Thursday, May 29, 2008 ♥
yoyo my frens^^...psps...so long nv blog...haha...cos a little busy la...then not enough rest...then nid to go back to sch for lessons...sian...sob...
then today i finally got a NEW mp3!!! and u noe wat colour...is PINKU...haha...actaully i was gg to buy tgt wif my mum after work...but she brouht it wif my father when i was at work...hehe^^...its really a surpise from them...haha...cos its been SOOOOOO long since i received smt from them WITHOUT mi knowing...hahah...THANK U!!!!
then i now finally can sit down to do my stuffs...like watchong my DVDs...i still left three disks to go...aiyo...i still got my nusring managements to do...cos tml is e last day le...nid to hand up...sian...haha...tml my posting will be at e labour ward...i just hope tt i got a chance for mi to see a normal delivey...BLESS MI PLSSSS....
then i will be gg out this sat...finally can ENJOY myself...its like been SOOOO LONG...haha...like working ma...cant play oso...GRRR....
after this weekend...i will be in e gynae ward...i just hope tt i'll be posted to e center site...cos i dun really like e A site...cos there is not as friendly as e center site...sob sob...BLESS MI PLSSS...
haha...a little too long for today...cos i scare i dun hv e time to blog this few days...sooo...i just blog everything loh...haha...feeling sooo happy!!! cos I GOT MY NEW MP3...hahah...^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ♥
today my lecturer assess my skills on baby bath...hehe...i PASS...^^ hahahaha........XP...then after tt i went to O&G center...well...ask mi if u wan to noe wat tt means...hehe...from there i been posted to ultra sound room...OMG...it soooo COOOOOL...HAHA...
cos its a wonderful feeling when i saw the unborn baby moving inside their mummy's tummy...go had a feel if u got a chance...u will get wat i mean...haha...i suddenly got the feeling to get preg...OOPS....haha...kidding nai...hehe...
then tml morning i had my presentation...my yr1 gp still didnt manage to sent mi e presentation sildes...i just hope there will be no last mins work...sob sob...
after tt...i gg home to perpare my afternoon shift work...SIAN...but no choice ma...but in anycase..tml i will be posted to NURSERY WARD....haha...working wif BABIES...hahah...^^ i dun mind...really!!! but i scare the staffs not gd...will anot ah???
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Monday, May 26, 2008 ♥
haha...today is my first attachment on obstetrics at sgh...well qiute FUN...haha..."OBSTETRICS" is...like taking care of those lady hv babies and those new born babies...haha...
just just try touching and feeling of their mummy's stomach...OMG...its like...im flying...hahaha...cos i really can feel them inside thier stomach...i felt where is their back and limbes...hahah....FIRST TIME...haha...
then tml i will be assess on e infant bathing...cos im in e nursery...hehe^^ YAYAYAYAYA...so HAPPY...hehe...i wanna carry...feed...slp....them...hahaha...^^
well...then our IC and the staff there are all very nice...^^ nice to ask them questions...i think i'l enjoy my two weeks posting there!!!
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Sunday, May 25, 2008 ♥
yo..frens...i just change my blog again..haha...nth to do ma...then just now i ate my steamboat...well not really enjoyed...cos...i just felt smt is missing...but i dunoe wat was it...and the prob is...im still not full...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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omg...i now then realised...my blog is really really PINK...hahah...^^
ok la...i will change my wording to orange...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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i just change my blogskin..haha...cos not much things to do...cant go out oso...cos my leg...oh...btw...i later got family steamboat...wahahaha...^^ FINALLY^^
then now i gg to help my god bro to change his blogskin...he la...wan to copy mi...grrr...
kidding nia.................................................^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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last nite i got a leg clmp...sian...now i cant even walk...shit la...tml i still got my sgh attachment...zzz...how the hell can i work like this...i just hope tt my medicition help somehow...
then i didnt went to see my ward in sgh...cos usually b4 my work starts...i will go see my ward de...then now my leg like this...aiyo...
btw my ward in sgh is ward53...so whoever wan to find mi...pls go there...haha...^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥
last nite i was gg to blog de...but too tired...so i skip...haha...
i told him tt i dun wan to continue wif him le...cos after much thinking...abt wat my parent said is corrcet...cos i nid to study...save $$...i shd not like playing...gg out...well...baisclly...is not i dun wan...is i cannot...not my family dun allow mi...
and i think is oso im trying tired of r/s...i wan to be single for awhile...cos i realized i had no feeling when i was wif him...not really no feeling...like just dun like to be someone...i dunoe how to say la..i just dun wan to play le...
sometimes...i just feel tt i have change alot...i didnt expect tt bu had oso affected mi...now i was like playing wif other guys...just hack care everything...dun care if they like mi or i really like them anot...i getting sick of this...even thought leen and serena didnt say anything when i told them abt this...but i noe wat they are thinking...omg...stella has changed...like one bitch or watever...
i know it very well for myself...and i really dun like myself being like this...i HATE it...i cant even believe tt i have change so much...nv tot hv tt...
i deiced not to play le...i wan to be myself...my old self...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Thursday, May 22, 2008 ♥
today is e last second day of my kk attachment...haha...well...i really enjoy there...cos is not as stress as e adult ward as most of e thing are done by their parents...just tt i nid to stress on e communication skills...haha...
then i later meeting him for dinner..hope tt time will pass faster...hehe^^
serena, leen wanna go out tgt again??? i just love to go out wif u all^^ miss u...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ♥
haha...this pic very stupid right...haha...cos mi and leen was waiting for serena to come back wif her jean...then we got bore...so mi and leen started to take photos...haha...
got one pic...mi and leen try e lips to lips...haha...so funny...omg...haha...too bad tt is not using my phone to take...is using leens'...so i'll asked her to put her friendster...so...wait patiently...haha..^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Monday, May 19, 2008 ♥
so tired...cant slp le...haha...i think my slping time is been mixed up...omg...cos i just{or shd i say ytd...cos now is 1.11am} slept for around 4 to 5 hrs? i think...now my whole body aching...shit it man...
then tml i meeting my fren for breakfast at mac...hehe^^ then when i come back shd be in e afternoon...i will be doing my case study first..sorry serena...cos i promise u tt we will meet sunday to do our case study de...but end up i not feeling too well..psps...dun worry...i will try to do as much reseach to pay u de...sobs...so dun be angry wif mi...
then later at nite i will be eating steamboat wif my family...yea!! dunoe y suddenly i got e feeling to eat steamboat...i wanna to eat alot of chili...hehe^^
oh i just rmb...i lost my tumbdrive again...stupid mi...how can i forgot where i left it...and u noe wta...i lost it at my our study room..and i just brought it...not even one week...i really dun understand wat am i doing sometime...shit it la...fcuk man...dun ever remind mi of my thumbdrive again...i hate tt thing...i will nv ever buy thumbdrive again..GRRR
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Saturday, May 17, 2008 ♥
just bath finish...today i work alone in my ward...kinda of tired..but still i enjoy la..^^ cos i just get close wif 3 parents...hehe...=) one of them even exchange our no.haha...then she say next time i can go to her for meals..yea!!
btw...this few days i will be even busier...cos nid to do lots of stuffs...i wanna to slp...sobs...T_T
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Friday, May 16, 2008 ♥
sry...yup...im VERY busy this few days...haha...cos attachment starting ma...then i still nid to go back to sch for my other 2 subjects...so sian...but wat to do...right? dunoe la...
now i finally got e time to blog...haha...cos today working at morning shift ma...7 to 3pm...very tired~~is e only thing i can said...haha...my attachment lecturer was asking mi..."stella, y are u so tired?" haha...AIYO...
come back early oso no use...cos now still hv to do projects...next tue gg to present to lecturer le...dunoe...haha...everything let serena do...haha...
i think i lacking of slp...cos i gg to hv panda's eye...haha...u wan to see?? dream on man...haha..omg..wat am i talking...
everything piling up...omg...im dying...HELP...im still gg to hv this kind of life for another 3 more weeks...shit it man...GRRR...
i meeting alot of nice staff..^^ BUT...some of them is...VERY VERY VERY SHITY...opps...i dun give a damm...GRRR...hate her man...always scold mi and serena...like we own her...feel like slaping her...dun fren her...i dun help her...i still got 1 more week wif her...AHHHHHH...gg to be mad sooon....
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥
now in sch..just now ran away early from uncle alan's lecture...hehe^^ cos i nid to do some reseach in e RBC...i scare i dun hv enough time to do finish my projects...shit it la...
then maybe this weekend gg to watch movie...yea!!! i wanna go relax myself...others..i dun give a damm...HAHA...just kidding...nvm..next monday is PH...so no nid to go to kk...yuppi!!
then tml i nid to spent my whole day in sch...sian...cos 9-10am got tuition...then all e way can break until 3pm...then 3-6pm got lecture...wat can i do...nvm...i try to finish my project first...hack care them..hehe...
ytd...my lecture for my attachment...ok la...still can make it...i THINK...day 1 only ma...still hard to said...but she did gave mi tt kind of look when i told her tt i re-taking two sudjects...i was like...can u help mi smt...for eg. dun give mi tt look la...bcos for tt...im twice as busy as others...u think i wan...dunoe la...maybe i think too much...dunoe...
in anycase...i just hope my life will be better ba...
keep smiling, STELLA...^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Monday, May 12, 2008 ♥
today will be day1...for my attachment...haha..^^ this will be my first time taking care for children and is oso my 3th attachment in nyp...hope everything will be fine for mi..well to tell u e truth...im kind of like waiting for someone to wish mi gd luck for my attachment...but like no one rmb...zzz...
nvm...i just check my timetable...omg..is TOTALLY full...shit man...wat can i do...i dun think got time to do wat i always wan to do le...
i now will not use my brain to think abt r/s stuff le...cos my brain is kind of busy for my sch stuffs...so i will let my heart to take charge le...so i will go to whoever can find my smile for mi...cos im really really really very very very tired of everything le...T_T
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Sunday, May 11, 2008 ♥
just came back from serena's house..serena...thanks for ur help...haha...i did nth...lucky got u to do e presentation sildes...haha...cos i was slping beside her...XXX...
then tml is my attachment loh...haha...hope i will get a gd IC...who will understand my suitution...i mean..cos i nid to go back to sch...i nid to work very hard for this coming four weeks...jyjy stella^^
im really really really very tired of my life...i gg to give up on thinking...i gg to let my feelings to take charge now...whoever found my smile...i'll go wif tt person...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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last nite...alots of thing happened..smt had made mi very happy happened...^^ haha...later meeting serena for e ICA hs 2122...i think will finish by today ba...cos still got lots of things nid to get it done b4 e attachment ends...
im still thinking..i really dunoe wat to give u...i mean e answer...i nid more time...can?
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Saturday, May 10, 2008 ♥
just came back fr kk...quite easy to go there la...went tgt wif my mum...then my mum she asked mi wat happened to mi amd tim when we were eating tgt...then i told her everything lor..will daugter and mothers talk...i guess...haha...i think she wont ask mi anymore qn le...since she noe everything...haha...yea...
tim...i still cant really smile...i still will feel alone even if im wif someone..dunoe y...still dun really like e feeling of being alone...then last nite susu...asked mi to be his gf...he said he wans to starts a new one...well...i told him...for now...whoever treats mi gd...i will go tgt wif tt person...of cos i noe tt this will be very unfair to tt person...tts y...dun treat mi so gd...he told mi tt he will give mi more time...but i really dunoe wat to do...i really dun wan to lose this fren...
y everytime must be like this...i must lose tt person...just bcos they likes mi...wans mi to be their gf or my other stuffs...im not a gd girl...really hate e feeling~~being alone...fuck it man...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Thursday, May 8, 2008 ♥
today...very tired...haha...cos stay in sch to do some projects...and studies...cos i think i hv to work harder le...miss out alot of stuff during this period...lucky i still got my frens and sis...haha..thanks qun yuan...for lenting mi ur notes...and serena for tapping my cards and leen for peiing to kbox..haha...thank u, gals...really...
i think to mi now...studying and gg out...is e only think tt can stop mi from thinking...
stella...must go all e way...^^ fake smile...haha...
tim...i seriously dunoe tt u will read my blog everyday...i tot u will hate mi...haha...zzz...nvm...i dun mind to ask all ur qns...but u oso nid to see who is beside mi...haha...btw...pls go study la...i oso now starts to study le...
go la...lazy pig...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ♥
im sooo tired of my life...dunoe wat to do...just came back from shopping wif leen...shop for my girly bag...walking for hrs man...sian...she brought a small bag...i dunoe how to explain wat type...then mi...keep aiming for e sling bag...then end up i finally brought a lady's bag...haha...wooo...XXX...all white...haha...u noe how much? 36 bucks...
feeling qiute down these days...dun feel like being alone...cos will start to think alot of stuff...now i really hving alot of things...think...think...think...
STELLA LAU...U NID TO STOP THINKING...
GRRR...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ♥
everything just gone like this...sob sob...but wat can i do sia...for e past 2 week...alot of stuff just happened to fast...then now is like gg back to sqaure one...i really nid a break...
is like a dream to mi...u just came in...then just walk away...but...i already noe it right fr e start le...i hv already bace myself lor...haha...shit it man...now im been left alone again...i really tot tt this year i will celerate my birthday differently...but...it seems like i hv to go back and celerate it wif my bed...haha...zzz...
no matter wat...thanks for coming into my dream...giving mi those happy memories...and telling mi wat i should do between mi and tim...till now...im not regetting abt e bu stuff...so dun worry...^^ i noe tt we wont be meeting each other again...but still...when u nid a hug...by all means...just press my number...^^
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Monday, May 5, 2008 ♥
i now in sch..doing some self studies..very sian doing alone...but i think i can concentrate better...^^ oh...btw...there is some problem for my posting in this blogger...cos sometime e post will show one big hole..i mean black black...dun worry...tt is normal..just tt e box is being enlarge..haha...
last nite we talk qiute long...as in alot of stuff...i really tot tt he wont contact mi after tt happened..haha...so happy tt u call last nite...^^ then noe u oso can reply my msg...yea!! hehe...then hope to see u asap...cos im already missing u le...sob sob...i wan hug hug...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Sunday, May 4, 2008 ♥
shit la...i just had a hair cut...sian...dunoe nice anot...but i love it man...haha...short again...^^...not tt short la...must see then u will noe...
i find myself a little werid...cos...it seems tt i cant make myself smile...my smiling sooo fake...i dun wish anyone to noe abt it...i wont tell...see who will be e first one to tell mi...haha...lame...ZZZ...but i really hope i can really hid it well...dun wish anyone get near to mi again...cos relationships...are SOOO fake...
but will try to get back my life la...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
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just came back fr east coast this morning at around 8.30am...then i str went to bath...and slp...haha...too tired for anything...then i slp for abt 4hrs...i wake up...feeling kinda of blur...haha...later then eat...
damein...i really cant forgot wat happened last nite...really enjoyed gg out wif u...^^...i mena even thought we just sit down like this...talk talk, hug hug, and something something...it really make mi feels tt everything is just happening too fast...haha...
i told u abt i dun wan to to tt again...i noe tt it will make u feel very sian...but thanks for respecting my decision...cos last time...tim will always fcous mi de...i dunoe if u will still contact mi anot...but i will miss u de...or i shd say...i already missing u le...T_T
thanks for all e memories...i really love those...^^...thank u...u got my no.^^ just give mi a call...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Friday, May 2, 2008 ♥
sometime...still dun get wat i wan...haha...maybe wat i wan is a normal life...tgt wif someone i truly love...haha...it seems like so diff...haha...i wan to take a rest...play all day...be myself...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥
Thursday, May 1, 2008 ♥
today...i finally undertsand wat is fling...is clearly only for play play...oso dunoe who e hell invented this word...damm it...of cos i wan to try...who dun wan to give a try b4 everything ends...
but i seriously told myself b4 tt i shd stop myself fr getting close to him...but i cant..i cant make myself to do it...i really cant stop myself fr gg towards him...
i oso noe tt im not suitable for him...cos fr e world we lived in...its totally diff...(eg. cloths, taste, thinking, attuide)
now my parents dun wan to get mi e contact lense...cos he say his job is getting unstable...then $$ got some problem...i really dunoe la...
i really wan to get back to life...back to normal...asap...
im_sooo_in_LOVE_wif_u..♥