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her unique identity .
*this baby call herself STELLA*
*21, but dun look like*
*Attached to Gerald Ooi on 130709*
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this few days...i had been thinking...or rather...recalling back...3 yrs back...when i was gg to take my 'n' level again...i was too blur tt time...cos all my frens level up to sec 5...left mi...alone...repeating was not my decion...it was my mum...i just when in...in a blur state...haha...
i guess...e feeling is e same ba...blur...not sure wat to do...worrying...fighting alone again...alone...kind of bore of this feeling...but now there a new feeling...clearer thoughts...of wat i shd do...and shd not do...
sometimes...i do hate myself...keep asking myself...do i really hv to do this one more time? fighting alone again...alone...hate it...really hate it to core...
but...dada...did tell mi b4...wat had happened...is already happened...there is no point keep thinking...so y not...just enjoy e process...just let it be...wat he mean is...this is life...wat can we do?...keep gg...is e only thing we can do...and suppose to do...
dada...wat u said is correct...wat is e big deal? oh...gals...i only hv 4 new subjects...e other 2 is repeat de...i dunoe when i gg to study tt 2 new ones...but in anycase...i still in sch...in i seriously dun care wat i studying...i mean...at least i still can study...^^ which is wat i hope...