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her unique identity .
*this baby call herself STELLA*
*21, but dun look like*
*Attached to Gerald Ooi on 130709*
*can be EMO sometime*
*kinda FRIENDLY at times*
*currently a STUDENT NURSE*
i kind of dunoe and not sure wat to do...i mean...i didn't do well for my exam...and its kind of giving mi another way of thinking...tt maybe...im not suitable for studying nursing...is not tt i dun like nursing...i love to help ppl...but i mean e study...e process...i really not sure...
there are times tt i really can feel e stress...my family didn't gave mi any stress...but...they didn't even said a single thing...i really wan to earn $$...cos my father' s factory is not doing quite well...from wat i heard...and my sis...is currently studying in ite...im not saying tt she does not hv a future...but she will somehow take more time to like shine...and my bro...he now trying to get my parent approve...so tt he can go to France...for he cca...youth flying club thingy...he is sec 3 this yr...but...not really up to standard...i not saying he cant make it...but its really u to him...unless he wans to be like mi...repeat one yr...then i hv nth to say...
i noe my mother is not saying anything is bcos she doesn't wan to give mi any stress...she believe tt i know wat im doing...cos for e pass few yrs...im hv being doing thing like study myself...tts e problem...the more i didn't heard fr them...i kind of like losing my will to study...is like my whole family is depend on mi to provive them $$...is not i dun wan to...but how??? at this rate...im not gg anywhere...
i really feel like giving up sometime...then go out to work...then earn $$ fast...but i noe tt they will not allow mi to do so...
i really dunoe wat to do...but still...for now...i will study hard for my supp paper...really hope tt i can pass my supp...then go to yr2...by then...i shd noe wat to do le ba...